trying hard

I am perhaps over-confident in my own abilities, so most of the time when I see some really cool art I think, I could do that if I tried hard enough. The problem is that I don’t care enough to try hard enough. It’s a weird apathy. Meh. Still looking for something to care enough about to try hard enough. Seems like it come in bursts, I cared enough about screen printing to excell at the process… I just need to find another process to love.